I’m starting to regret not doing more of my work last week when I barely had anything actually due…..my laziness is increasing -.- ..regretting it since these next weeks are going to be packed w/stuff. There’s the design projects, art heritage exam - that I NEED to pass since I failedd the first one T-T - and 2 papers….and a group project eventually too. After 3 semesters of this you’d think one would get it and learn from before. Funny thing tho is I’m not alone at least…typical college life hahahaa but then knowing that you’d also think you should know better and therefore not do it -.- But anywayy….I’ve done this for 3 semesters already so I know at least I’ll survive this haha. Hmm…aside from schoolwork tho me and Jimmy will try leading this week….tho I have all that schoolwork I listed earlier, THIS is what I’m most nervous about…I can’t believe I will actually be doing it too…I mean I know I was gonna try eventually but..yeaa….idk…the day actually came haha. I know I need to definitely pray about it tho. There’s quite a couple of stuff I need to pray about actually. It’s like everyday I am reminded just iow weak I actually am. But luckily w/that i am reminded just how much I need god. My strength is in him ALONE. Sometimes I wish my thoughts could just be read by the computer or something…would make things easier esp since my brain moves ten times faster than my hands -.- I feel so scatter-brain right now…jumping from one thing to another.
Saturday is the iron chef….getting excited about it…Maybe pretty true about what Dan said about it being a time for me to finally share my hertiage, my filipinoness hahaha. The only time us when I’m at home. Not even anything really w/friends back home. Would be good for it to be more organized but I think we’ll be fine…in the end we can only do our best…it’s already written in stone too in the sense that god’d will will be done! We do a lot of things last minute tho so this will be ok too. God, I ask for our guidance tho.